I remember the moment I no longer thought I was an
artist. I was in fourth grade and was
sitting in art class at Taylor Elementary School. Before that moment, I loved art. I loved to draw and to make beautiful
pictures. After that moment, my art
became stilted and I really didn’t draw more than stick figures into adulthood. The moment that made the change is
unavailable to me. Was I corrected? Was I made fun of? I honestly don’t remember. I do know there was a change and afterwards
creating art was not fun and it was futile.
My pursuit of playfulness has challenged that art
memory. One thing that I have learned
about playfulness through my exploration of and embracing of her this
year is that she is related to creativity.
In fact I think they might be twins.
If I am going to pursue one, the other is intertwined. Learning about playfulness is learning about
creativity. For me, somehow creativity
is connected to that fourth grade moment.
This month has been about exploring playfulness in all
forms. Playfulness in art has been one
of them. When you create through
drawing, the power of observation is palpable.
The need to look closely at an object to make it more than a stick
figure for me has been a wonderful experience.
Two weeks ago I purchased watercolors and pens and for an afternoon (and
I hope for many more) I took time looking at an object and drawing and painting
it. It was a simple flower. I was lost in noticing and creating as time
passed from afternoon into evening. It
was an exercise of seeing closely and taking time so that what I saw was
replicated on the paper.
In my exploration of playfulness, art has risen to the
surface. Drawing has helped me to see
better and free-formed art has helped me to play better. Discovering the playfulness in me is
helping me rediscover the artist in me that went to sleep in that fourth grade
class many years ago. Playfulness is
the gift that keeps giving and giving!
PLAY-TITUDE #26: CREATE FOR THE PLAYFULNESS OF IT!
Thank you to Two Writing Teachers for dedicating space and time for writers and teachers of writing to
come together to share ideas, practice and life experience.
Let the artist awake! Enjoy your water colors and pens. :-)
ReplyDeleteIt's a beautiful sketch, Deborah-& so exciting that you took that first step toward creating just for you! I've missed a few, but really enjoyed all your playfulness work this month!
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